Khud ki Talash

“A soulful Hindi journey from the pain of broken relationships to the beauty of self-discovery. Read this heart-touching poem about healing and resilience.”

Rishton ki mala pirote-pirote hum khud bikhar gaye,
Anjaano ko panha dete-dete, aaj khud be-panha ho gaye.
Jin zakhmo pe lagaya tha malham humne sukoon ki khatir,
Wahi zehar bankar, dil mein ab naasoor ban gaye.
Taarefonke wo alfas jo lagta tha gulab ki pankuhuri honge,
Kaanon mein wo ab bikhare khaanch ki tarah chubne lage.
Bhari mehfil mein hase, par aankhone ne kabhi saath na diya,
Apno ke beech baithe rahe, mage sav begane se lagne lage.
Pata nahi kis talaash mein nikle the hum ghar se ek din,
duniya ko dhndhe-dhundhe, afsos… ki hum khud ki kho gaye.
Ab jo bikhar hi gaye hain, toh khuf ko naye tareeke se sawarenge,
Bheed nemin bhi alag se chamkein, khudko esa aisa nikharenge.
Asr mein agar ne thoda dard diya hai zaroor,
Ab isi khalish se ek nayi tasveer unharenge.
Wo choot gayi thi kahani adhoori kahi,
Unhi panho me ek nayi sarguzasht sawarenge.

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Unspoken Conditions in Love: A Reflection

This poem explores the quiet ache of unreciprocated love and the silent endurance of a heart that gave more than it ever received. Through layered metaphors and emotional candor, it reflects the journey from devotion to disillusionment, and ultimately to rebirth. It speaks to anyone who has carried the weight of broken promises yet found the strength to rise from the ashes of betrayal. The closing line marks not just an ending, but a reclamation of self—an awakening forged through pain, resilience, and truth.

I loved you with conditions unspoken,
Revered you with unwavering devotion.
Neither you valued my love, nor my emotions,
Every gesture of yours declared indifference in all situations.
All promises of yours were hollow inside,
Neither yesterday nor today were your intentions to abide.
In the darkness of solitude, every wish was lost,
Disgrace was spun in every scheme’s string.
How could you shun the faith I gave?
How could you cast aside what I craved?
In love, perhaps, my only crime, 
Was bearing your wounds a thousand times.
From ashes of trust, a thousand times,
Now let the world take this to heart,
Let no love split your soul apart.
Let no firm ignite any burns, 
Never let others take your place, not even once.
From love’s last ember, I rise—untouched by your deceitful dance.

Chahat Ho Tum Humari💗💗

Hum na ithne thanha the kabhi, 

Dost the pyaare humare bhi kahi, 

Na jane kya sochthe ho tum, 

Jaan lo itna kamzor itne nahi h hum. 

Iradhe h bohot hi mazboot hamre, 

Shabab h dard har ek tumhare. 

Dil hmara bhi dhadkta h magar, 

Paseer ke rakh dhu thodne ki koshish karoge agar.

Manzil meri alag h bohot, 

Meri liye toh yehi h mohobat, 

Shidad se manga h rabse, 

Ab toh chin-na is hi ibadat ko sabse. 

Meri aarzoo meri manzil,

Har kimat pe karungi tuje hasil. 

Choona nahi h asmano ko mujhe,

Udna h unse bhi upar muje. 
Ibadad meri ho tum paa kar rahungi tumko.. 😊

My friend -lovely loneliness … 😇😇😇

I feel like something attracting, 

Don’t know what but it’s mesmerizing. 

I feel like my heart is healing,

As someone special is caring. 


Now, I feel much relaxed, 

As my heart is now in safest hands, 

He is now like a part, 

He is more than a heart. 


Don’t ruin the relation with a name, 

Because it’s above all the fame. 

My feelings do matter for him, 

My tears do have value for him. 


God blessed me with an angel, 

To pull my heart ♥ away from Satan. 

Every moment my pain awakes, 

His words makes my pain fake. 


You are really my mate, 

Not just a mate but, 

More than a soulmate. 


I can devote my life for you, 

If you promise you’ll be the same. 

No matter how many years passed, 

Your words, your eyes will still remains the same. 


I can’t afford to loose you,

Because the only one whom I trust is you. 

Words shed from your mouth,

Makes your care to touch my heart.

You are the one whom I dream ABOUT

The moment I saw you, 

I lost myself in your eyes.

Your smile was like a sunshine,

It’s charm and grace heals all pain of mine. 


You are my dream which I see

Everyday in my thoughts and in my feel.

Why are you so special, 

For all my queries you are the solution. 

Don’t know why but you’re my INSPIRATION…


I like when you act possessive, 

I love you when you pretend aggressive. 

You are adorable when you care, 

To leave me a solitude in the course of life 

Don’t you dare… 

Because being apart from you I can’t bear.. 

My Dream ☺ ☺ 

My life is a dream 

My dream, My dream is my love. 

My love is a poem 

Decorated with seven colors of my dream. 

My dream is a thing of beauty 

I feel my dreams in my dreams. 
A gentle touch of my dream

Makes me chill and leaves me breezed. 

My eyes are on so as my dream. 

My dream is Heaven 

Heaven is my dream. 
My dream is not so ordinary 

My dream is sun among all stars. 

My dream is glory 

Glory is my dream 

Live to dream, dream to live. 
This is what I believe

My dream is my smile ☺ 

My smile ☺  is my dream

My life is a dream. 

My dream, my dream is my love………… 

Autograph 

You are the center of my Love

The beauty of my universe 🌌

The idea 💡 of my Happiness

You are my heart, you are my dear love

You are the pearls of my memmory box

The golden petals of the way I walked.
I wished your memories to lock,

Till my life shows when to stop

I asked you to draft, something great

And you did it without time haste.
You sketched a graph

And that was an autograph.

Before your pen kissed its surface

It was nothing but just just papers.
Your pen made it gorgeous

Every word was like angels

The precious gift I ever found

Was the love which my autograph Bounds

A beautiful Collection of memories

There ends an Ag’s Story………….

A Song of My Life

Days passed,  I found a hope, 

The shinning pearl,  a beautiful scope. 

I found meaning for my life, 

A auspicious smile of thy. 
Barren land of my heart ♥

Sprouted happiness in its part. 

The blossoming flowers in the garden, 

Was like a gift for thy by your maiden. 
Gone the days of sorrow, 

Stretch your hands wide. 

Letting the joy to come through, 

Let behind the curtains all my griefs hide, 

As my life is blessed with an Angel 😇 ,

No one else than THY!!!! 

Painful agony.. 

You never know how painful were my days,

Every minute every second agony was on my face.

My groaning never fell in thy ears,

All my days left and passed out of fear. 

Craving for ray of hope

Desiring for a hay where lies no scope,

I moved forward allowing,

My eyes to leave every drop.

I was wounded from heart and soul,

Everything before me was like a black hole.

My sorrows drenched by happiness,

All that was left was me and my beautiful haunting loneliness 😊😊😊

DETERMINATION 

Flying high is my dream,

Landing on success is my aim.

Hurdles in my way are many,

All the thrones for me are like honey.
No obstacles can block my way,

My determination is above all the words you say.

Neither am I coward nor am I afraid,

Playing with Me may make you  afraid.
Things of beauty in my life,

Is nothing else than the determinations so high.

No one else can cut my wings,

Because I am an eagle, not the parrot of rings.

My wings are strong for the fly,

Aspirations drives me, not the words of THY!!

A Birthday Gift 

The day yawned with twittering birds

I recognized that day I’m  yours…..
Every year my birthday comes and go

How to make it special I don’t know…
No good memories which need to be store

But things my heart wished something more….
I need not any cool wish or any common gift

What I need was something superhit….
I need not gifts which fills my drawer

I need something more beautiful than a rose flower 🌹….
All my gifts never added any beauty

They were gifted just as a duty….
I miss something on every birthday 🎂

May be that can change my day…..
The most elegant gift that I wished to have

Was not diamond not a ring not even a pearl….
It was…… It was……… Just your smile ☺

Your smile is my precious birthday  gift!